Monday, 9 July 2007

lowest point of my life

And so it's starting to hit me.

i should have been in hongkong over the weekend with the 4x400m team. it would have been my first international outing. and donning the singapore colours never have felt sweeter. but it was not to be.

then i got a call from saa this morning. and they asked if i would be fit enough to run ASIAN championships as reserve for the 4x4 team. my heart said yes. but my body said it's impossible.

when is it? i asked with a faint hope.

at the end of the month.

oh no. i cant.

sigh.

i'm drowning alive and living a nightmare.

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